User blog comment:ThunderJimmy/Getting Demoted + Being a good wiki Admin/@comment-33242737-20180328163829/@comment-34081859-20180328165725

You got talent, and so does everyone else did, i lost that burning passion too long ago. I am a husk, a shell, a sinner who outight deserves to BURN IN HELL for the sins i have done. I have been laughed at, bullied, made nearly no friends, lost my friends when i have gathered many, and even beat up. I deserve to DIE and take my SINS, PAIN, and every ounce of DARKNESS the world has into HELL with me.........Except I don’t. The world is constantly changing, rapidly evolving, it’s growing at a rate i can’t keep up with honestly. The world has forced me to suffer for my good character, fun personality, and MASSIVE love for pokemon. They killed me, inside and out, I literally died the night i was beat up and lost hope. How i came back into existence you may ask, even today I don’t know how I’m still alive, for the sins i’ve Done, the pain, terror and HELL i brought to everyone; I still don’t know why the GOD (Jesus Christ) of this reality keeps me alive if i’m Just an infinite abyss of darkness. It was until I realize that my life wasn’t more important than everyone else, heck, it was the opposite, seeing you guys grow, becoming friends, best friends, and enjoyable rivals, that’s what keeps me alive everyday. It’s also the reason why i have to rely on others probably nearly everyday, I can’t survive without human interaction, just, lack of communication would almost instantaneously kill me. So, if you had to ask why i’m Happy to get demoted, it’s because seeing you guys help the wiki grow, just having fun doing your job, is all i need to keep moving in life. I may not get anymore friends in this reality, but you guys surviving everyday, is my drive to do good until the end in this big, wide, crazy world.